I miss Dayang.
I miss mira sherman.
I miss Asyrafizwani.
I miss Shaykh.

The people i adore.
The people that understand me.
The people that are always there for me.
Not to forget my dearest classmates, the best HEF.

I never thought that having such heartbreaks avoids you from eating and having nice conversations with your peers. Well thats what happened to me few days back, but now im fine. Thanks to him, im stronger then ever, thanks to my friends im back to the right track, thanks to everyone whom cheered me up and thanks to God for protecting me all this while. Thank you Thank you. You showed me the sign. You leaded me toward the right track. Thanks ya' Allah.

Love
MELzukifli

Hey(!) im feeling much better now.

Ignore my old posts. Im starting a-fresh ((;
Today didnt go library due to some stuff. I was pissed but i cant help it cause pakcik had to go hospital. Im srry girlfriends. So, i planned to go study tmrw but Haz couldnt go cause of something la. Well, all on my own. Lets try asking other people out instead. But i doubt anyone is free. What bummer. Sigh. Now i hv no one to go out with to study. Ahh, whatever. OH! I went to cut my hair today. But when i tie its damn short i tell ya. Damn. Hey! i shall go offnow. I wanna go study. bb.

Love,
MELzukifli

Something poked me.

Love,
MELzukifli

I wanted to blog yesterday but i got caught up by this freaking show. Today, i had my 2.4km run. I got 14. 18 minutes. Woo, big improvement, im proud like Totally~ (yknow the slang?)After school headed to library finish up art and then headed to buy cup corns! I treat hazmidar one too. " rezeki kita~" aii, yknow, i know bbygerl haha! It was a fun day la. ALA, EERYDAY LA GEREK. i love my friend dari kepaler ke perut ke perut ke kaki. o.O.

Goodbye, its the end

love,
MELzukifli

I didnt go out today cause i didnt have the mood. I didnt eat the whole day but just drink juice cause i didnt have the mood. I didnt talk to anyone in the house cause i didnt have the mood. I didnt study today cause i didnt have the mood. Basically, im too crushed that nothing seems to cheer me up to do anything. I hate this shit circling my life. Please stop all this please. Mel please be strong, do what is right. Your strong, your strong. His just being a bitch. An ass. A cheater in your life. Never will he be forgiven. Never.

Love,
MELzukifli

; Hello saturday. Hello boring day.
I didnt go out with my dear Filzah nn Haz today cause i happened to hv bad stomachaches due to the monthly thingi. Im really sorry you guys. Lets go out tmrw instead aite gfs. Sayang korang. Today i went to grandmamas house. None of my siblings were there -.- I was the only fucking kid around. i was so bored(!) Futhermore, my handphone battery went flat. What else? i went to sleep instead. About 9.30 i woke up then mum wanted to go tech whye makan. After makan i went back home and now webcaming with this gay i love.Ala, now im sleepy. i shall stop here. haha. srry. im not in the mood anyw.

love,
MELzukifli

After school we headed to the first floor toilet. Suddenly four of my other friends said that they had to go home. I was upset cause all of them had to go. I couldnt suspect anything suspicious cause all of them acted as if it was so real. So i was left with hazmidar. We headed to vista to get a drink nn then suddenly filzah called cause she wanted to meet us nn play with the swing at the playground. I was really excited to play with the swing. Ha - HA. So i run there n start swinging. ( this is the best part) When i was happily swinging i felt a sudden thud at the back of my body and also water spilling. When i turned around, i saw all my friends holding onto plasticz filled with water. WATERBOMB SABO. Wtf! I was drenched. It was a hell lot of fun. Everyone was aiming at me nn thanks to Barak my butt hurts cause he threw the waterbomb smack onto my butt -.- ha ha! Grr, no pipe found anywhere, if not i would already splash lots of water on them too. We took pictures ( i'll upload soon) and talked crap. Since theres no water n im wet, i started to hugg them! haha. Im so loving right?Seriously, today is the best damn thing people. I love you guys! nn next year is pay back time sexayy. Oh yes(!) At home, I took a bath and went to bed cause i was really tired. At about 7.30pm mum woke me up with her angry tone. I was so giddy but i forced myself up. She asked me to sit at the sofa so i did la. Then mum opened the door and i saw comeluu( my cat) tying to run out, so i went to grab her. When i grabbed her there was a sudden pause. Right infront of my house door, i saw cake, candles, sister, angKhai(!!!)I was so surprised. They started singing a ' happy birthday song for me" awww~ I got a white gold plated necklace from sister and also a huge card from amirul n myra. Thanks people. Really, Im touched. Hope for more presents tmrw at grand grands house! cheerios.

(Art student seh)

Supp! Srry for not posting much lately. Bloody mid- years is coming in two weeks time nn im struggling already. I must do better this time round. I want to graduated, damn it(!) Anyway, School today was okay but i effing hate the weather. Whats up men? Why so hot. Oh, i didnt run for p.e today cause im having flue. Im afraid of loosing my breath, halfway when running. Later i faint how? no one rescue. HAHA feeling. Hmm, thats so much about today c; One more thing, ilove yesterday. I understand now. Im sorry, lets go on bby.

Emelda..
sayang
sayang
sayang
sayang
sayang

satu orang aja.
Daa terkunci. Hahhs!

MELzukifli

And sadly, my whole body was shown. Sigh, i need to loose weight. I keep saying that i should go for a jog but i aint doing it cause usually after weekdays who wants to wake up early on the first day of a weekend right? & basically on a saturday night i'll sleep really late & 'tadaa' i'll wake up late the next morning. You guys will be wondering, why not jog during the afternoon? HELL no cause by then lots of people will be strolling along. My weakness, i cant stand shame. Babble babble. OH, today is a public holiday(!) & im not out with my friends. Im going grandmama house today & i wish to bump into shahril. Its been a long time since i met him eyh., I just love his kicks nyaha. Erm, thats about it people.

P.s : Back to square one eh Harriz?.Argh, whats wrong with you. I dont seem to know you anymore. & why is all this happening again.

Love,
MELzukifli

I didnt attend school today cause i was having fever, flue and also bad cough. Its such a bore staying at home, laying on the bed, watching tv and doing nothing. I love mama cause she cooked porrige for me before going off to johor. She got ready the food on the table when i woke up. Im soo touched. So today, Theres a good news as well as a bad news. The good news is we achieved SILVER for our syf ( yey!) and the bad news is i couldnt show up for the celebration gathering today. The headache is killing me to the extend that i feel like banging my head onto the walls. Even if im not sick, i dont even think i have the green light either. The celebration starts at 7pm and its obviouse my parents wont allow me to go. I envy my friends cause all of them can hang around late at night despite their age and also they are allowed to go out eventhough its a last minute plan. What luck for them. Anyway malaydancers, have fun tonight and imagine me around you guys too ha-ha. Sayang korang. Sayang semua. Sayang dher.

Love,
MELzukifli

; Dear diary.
Today school was great, i was rather hyped up too. We had our 2.4km run and i only got 14.59 min. Just one minute before 15. I slacked like alot, im sad. I shall try better nxt week (: It was suprising that my friends& I, went back straight home after school. We didnt even stepped into causeway at all. I guess, we were feeling LETHARGIC (eheheh) after th whloe day of school. So, i got back home, took a bath, used the computer for awhile & then went to sleep. I kept on coughing nn now my throat hurts alot. My body is aching as if somone has been stepping on me for the whole one hour. I dont know why but im having this slight sadness deep down somewhere. Is it about what happened yesterday? but, i should be happy right? Argh. I feel so horrible, after yesterday -sigh-
Cheerios.

Love,
MELzukifli

Love
MELzukifli

WISH ME GOODLUCK
im nervous, im scared. I hope we get what we deserve.

MELanakzukifli
Im not listening, you not making any sense~

To my dear ika, relax and enjoy life(: We are only 14! (Ok not, your already 15, fcuk~ haha) Trust me, there are better guys out there. HotHot punyer. && Eventhough, im in a stage that my own boyfriend never contacts me, im still strong. Just put all this shit aside. Once again we are still young! haha. So chill duluh yer, syng kau la kan?. ish. Lastly, we cant always have what we want ehy? ((:

p.s : idontknow when, How?, what to do now.