now i know why....
Thnksthnks to whoever is making up stories(: U win.
Karma will turn back too u. YepYep. Yepyep.


atleast i had the courage to confront cause we arent at fault, maybe? Orang atas je tahu.now u heard my part of the story. Pandai2 fikir.
Im wise enough.


EOY TMRW~ CRYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!




love,
MELzukifli

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye

Even with our fists held high
It never would've worked out right
We were never meant for do or die

I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hold you, now I can't stop

I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone

Looking at you makes it harder
But I know that you'll find another
That doesn't always make you want to cry

Started with a perfect kiss then we could feel the poison set in
Perfect couldn't keep this love alive
You know that I love you so, I love you enough to let you go

I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone

I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on so I'm already gone

Already gone, already gone, already gone
Already gone, already gone, already gone, yeah

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye

I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone

I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on so I'm already gone

I dont feel a sense of belonging frm my othr half of friends.
I don't choose it to be this way but u guys started the game.
Now, I wont care, i'll just follow with the flow cause i hv much other friends like u do.You hate me, its ur game. Your good at it, Im not playing it.You gossip, u've got the bad sins, i'll forgive and forget somehow. I'll just sit one corner, being close with other people whom appreciates me like how i do towards them.

Gossip gossip all you want. I've got nothing to loose guys(:

To: whoever it may cocern( u will know anyw, haha)
Eventhough i gossip about u much, i still love you. Even though i get mad at u at times, i still love u. Now i realise hw trustful and worthy a friend like you can be. And that particular person is Nurafiqah binte imran. Atleast she showed me the sense of belonging, atleast she bothers about me.

Shes a gd friend.
Shes a loving friend.
U may be super irritating at times ;P But whatever, u showed me the trust that we need. Im sorry for all the stuff bad stuff i did, lets start afresh my dear friend.

Anyway, its not tht im saying u guys arent my friends.
But, i dont feel it. So like i say, its ur game. Play how u want it to be.
As for me, I'll just open a new chapter towards u guys.
Cheerios~


Love,
MELzukifli.

The ans to ur question is...
YOUR MOTHER AND YOU.
BINGO! Im right? right?Hw clever can i be eh. -applause-

Seriously..
Whats you problem?
What did my sister and mother do again? What u want from them again?
Why u need to crave for attention so much?


Jealous rightrightright?
Shes a cool sister and mum rightrightright?
U dont have a sister and mum like i do rightrightright?
Who understands you alot rightrightrightright?
To share everything with rightrightright?
and to be loved by almost everyone rightrightright?
AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW.
too bad for u. I HAVE ALL THAT. K lah, dah.
Lets just wait for someone else to masuk campur in all this. Who else do u hv right?
dah bye ugly hearted people like u.


Oh..
Dah beli jam belum? Jgn pulak CURI ( i repeat eh) CURI my kakak punya lagi hor. HAHA.
kk cheerios.


kluu terase..
its you la right?

Love,
MELzukifli

Hi.
estimated to only have 5 more days to EOY.
Im scared.
Im scared.
Im scared.



This woman( i shall say) is the only key to help me out with my EOY. I gained knowledge last Friday, thnks to her. She taught me math and im able to understand every single bit she did. Hey, Its not easy to teach me okay. Im slow. Really. Shes patient and i love her. Gd luck for your O's and last long with ur Shaykh mubarak Zyann. Huggs.
Another thing..


HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY! May all your wishes come true.

Iloveyou
Iloveyou
Iloveyou

Without u, i dont think i'll be whatever i am right now.
Thanks for ur love, thanks for tolerating my nonsense sometimes, thanks for being right beside me when i needed u. Thnks thnks thnks alot.

Once again : I LOVE YOU ZUKIFLI.

Love,
Melzukifli

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DARREN CHUA CHIN CHOW,YOU OWE ME KFC SINCE YOU GAVE ME THE WRONG ANSWERE FOR PHYSICS!


Im still thinking whether or not i should head to school tomorrow. If im going, math test is on. If im nt going i'll hv diff math test paper given next week, doing it alone. Hw? hmm. Plus, Darren is treating KFC tmrw. Might be studying with him too.

Sngt sngt benci seseorang.
Srry, i really do. Too bad fr you(:
Cheerios~

Love,
MELzukifli

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Thats my baby montellu. Yes, i hv a baby ;P ( no okay, Aunties son)
Isn't he adorable! I cant stop pinching his cheeks all day long during raya. Heheh.
But the saliva part thats comes out from his mouth non stop is a wo0oo0ow00ow uh, haha. Anyway,Phyisics test is tommorrow and im here using the computer.
Nvm, lets C&P tmrw. Get it? Haha.

Ohyes, I have yet to wish Qinki yanki( nick name made by Sri emelda, yes ty.) Happy Belated Birthday! Be a very good2 boy like always alright. Study hard for EOY. I know u are. ;D

Malam in sngt panas * thumbs up*
Malam ini sngt sedih. Cheer up hunns. Yknow u're pretty, theres alot of other bttr guys out there. Its a good thing you got to find out about it right? (: I was ever in ur shoes. i know how it feels. i got over it somehow and i bet u could do the same.Im always here. - smile widely-

Love,
MELzukifli

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( more pictures on FB soon)


FIRST DAY OF RAYA.
BLACK DRESS.
SEEK FOR FORGIVNESS
HAPPY.
FOOD GALORE.
FAT.
CAMWHORE.
ENJOYINGZ.

I love today! Even though my tube dress was rather irritating ): grr.

Hari raya is back! yeyeyey.
Confirm heading to Geylang later at night. HYPED UP!
I fell asleep at 9pm yesterday and woke up at 2am. Checked my phone and i got missed calls and unread messages. Super duper srry handsome boy<3

About three, I slept again and woke up at 11 am. Recieved a msg from nick! I didnt get to reply him. Im super srry! Have a safe journey((: Took a bath(NOT) and then started to clean the house. My house is lookin good~

I CANT WAIT I CANT WAIT I CANT WAIT.
See ya!


Love,
MELzukifli

This guy up here is going off to China for dont know what reason.
I'll pray for your safety and remember to have fun(: I know im going to miss you buddy! Huggs. Oh, dont forget to get me something there okay! Eee no shame.


HARI RAYA IS COMING * gelek gelek*
I miss taking piles of pictures and money ;P
I miss hanging out with cousins and making noise with them on the huge huge lorry.
Its the time to seek for forgivness from parents,siblings and cousins. Its the time to puzzle up the dismantled parts back together. Prolly heading to Geylang tomorrow. I aint sure and i dont wish to cause i bet that it'll be super packed and i hate walking around having to walk like sardines in a tin. Oh well, I just cant wait for RAYA!

Wah happyhappy, enjoy...
and then..

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DUMDUM EOY!. Im scared. I hv yet to start studying.
EMELDA UR SUCHA LAZY BUMBUM. I NEED FIQS, FILZ, and whoever thats good in Combine humans and math! Come to me.



I am srry can?


Love,
MELzukifli

Here it goes.
What i feel today.
What i have to say.

I feel so shagged, i couldn't feel my legs. The upside down feeling kept on tumbling within me. Stressed over piles and piles of work yet happy due to Hari raya thats coming in two days time. Im hyped up, v. hyped up(: As time is ticking away, my heart beats faster and faster each and every minute. Should i be happy or should i not? Clueless.As i was staring at the blank thin walls, thinking and thinking, a soothing vision of a particular someone just made me smile out of the blue. A sudden happiness came upon me that brought me somewhere soo far from all the mishaps thats happening. Never thought that i could find a person in this rough world but i thank god , i nailed it as i already found you. It might be a mistake but it just feels so right. Thanks for giving me wings when im falling.

still afraid.


Love,
MElzukifli.

Labels: Handsome boy (:

MEL's back!
COMPUTER's back!
Love's back!
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO.

In a few weeks time EOY is coming. Im already feeling the pressure but im doing nothing to overcome it. Yes, i've been doing my homeworks and all but i dont think its enough. Here i am at home, not in school cause im having major stomach cramps and headache. See. I missed out lessons. On the other hand, I didnt bother to attend school cause im avoiding the V.P. Know why?..

We were in the parade square having an assembly and while the Principle is doing her own super -duper long speech, the V.P had nothing else to do but to check out for unacceptable hair and all. OF ALL People, She had to come up to me.

V.P: Your hair colour is coming out ah. Better dye by tmrw(today) ah.. If not ah.. I take scissors cut ah.. Make sure ah..

Me: o.O huh? Really? I..

She walked off. WTF?! I didnt had the chance to talk back. HEY, The last time i dyed my hair was last Two years? Or just last year? Alright nvm. So i called mummy. Tadaa! Her blood raised up to dont know where and told my dad. Tadaa! Now, his blood raised up to dont know where either. They weren't happy cause its my natural hair colour. DUH. Oh, I got caught once before from my sec2 Form teacher and was sent back home. Well, ofcourse she got a massive scolding from my daddy before that, heheh. Serve u people right! And my Daddy told me that if my V.P wants to cut my hair due to the hair colour, He will be coming down to my school. Wahh, MY HERO<3
Butbutbut, I hate it when Daddy gets angry. So scary. Then if i have to change school how? ): IM HOPING THAT MY V.P HAS A STM BRAIN JUST LIKE ME! ;P

HARI RAYA COMING! Bajuu Raya developing. Black black black <3


Love,
MELzukifli

Labels: iloveyou

Love,
MELzukifli

I feel ugly,fat,ugly,fat,ugly,fat..
I look down on myself, Yes I do ):
I feel so insecure, Yes i do ):
-sigh-


Love,
MELzukifli

Labels: im nothing

Love,
MELzukifli

Labels: i do., You

EmeldaZukifli apologises for not updating her blog.
YEY!
Got back my report book yesterday. Yep, flunked my CombineHumans. As expected. Nailed my math, unexpected haha. OH! OH! After math class, i found a letter on my desk. It was from a guy in school o.O ( HILARIOUS) I cracked into laughters each and every time i read it.
This is what he wrote exactly; lets copy and paste:
(- mind his English. His aint a Singaporean. )
"Emelda! Are you angry with me? Why i look at you, you never smile to me? I like the girl can dance!!! Your dancing is very nice. Haiz... I want to keep contact with you but last year you didn't give me your hp number then how come i can talk to you! Next year, I must go to other country and dont stay here anymore! I want to know your hp number now! May i have you hp number?"

So yeah. Thats what he wrote. I remembered the times when he gave me chocolates last year and also never ending shocking love letters.

Anyway! Heading to Geylang with parents to break-fast! I heard that the place is a wo00ow00oowwwoo0ow uh. Im getting handphone cover. Enjoy. Also receiving a handful lot off homeworks soon. C'mon teachers, Its only 1 week not 1 month?! Geez.



love,
MELzukifli

Labels: Do you miss me as much as i miss you?